I’m Lost


lost teddy bear


Feeling lost.

Alone.

At loose ends.

Estrangement is foreign to me.

Can’t see the path.

Not sure there is a path.

Need to remember, although lost, I’m not a lost cause.

My life isn’t a lost cause.

Have difficulty seeing my purpose.

My main purpose was being Mom.

I have to believe.

I have to keep putting one foot in front of the other.

Eventually find a new life.

New purpose.

Life always with a sense of pain and loss.

I can’t forget my children.  Impossible.

But it’ll be a life.

May even be a purposeful life.

An unknown unseen reason to go on living.

Day by day.

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